It has been 6 days since my little guys left. Our home feels quiet like there is something missing. I am so happy they could be with family. This is where they need to be but I miss them at the same time.
Today marks a day that I never thought would come. I got a phone call from our certifier. She said that there was an allegation that was said about me. She said that it has been reported that I open hand slapped Little D (4 years old) a couple of times and several times I did this to Little K (3 years old). This took my breath away and put my stomach on edge a little bit. My heart dropped and I felt so hurt!! They saw these children everyday -- wouldn't there be marks if this happened? If your gonna say something tell them I chased you around the house trying to steal kisses when I know you hate them!! ABUSE!!! It took me a while to snap out of my own worry and hurt feelings but we are dealing with 3 and 4 year olds. I think kids need to show their loyalty to the parents by speaking negative things about who ever they are with making their parents out to be the best however they do not know the consequences this has for me. As for me -- We are fine. I told my other kids about it and they had the same reaction as I did. Our certifier has to ask us questions when allegations are made. She just can't ignore these statements -- which I understand. She said this is not going to be an issue and not to worry. So I am going to do just that -- I am going to trust in the Lord about this. (Prov 3:5-6)
The grandmother wanted me to be my friend on Facebook however since this was just brought to my attention today I don't think I will do this. I did send a private message to her letting her know that I know about the allegations and for her peace of mind -- I did nothing but love on those two boys while they were with me. I did tell her that I am not angry but missing those boys and hope all is well.
Scary stuff!!
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